It's just so hard for me to say but..

Yeah, I really love him. That's why I'm trying to forget it. Trying to get over the idea that there's no such thing as the perfect cou ple, or the perfect guy. I know, it sucks and I shouldn't been doing this.. But believe me, it's the easy way. Because it will come that day when everything breaks apart and I will probably end up under the railway. I don't want that, and I'm sure he doesn't want it, too. Also, I hate coffee.